The condo has a new coat of paint, new blue christmas lights and Flitz and Tuck, 2 new fake snowbirds  perched in the fake Christmas tree, while Georgia, a 5 month old siamese kitten and newest edition to the house, is three-quarters of the way up it mewing in her attempt to eat the white feather tails.  I suspect she will fall out any minute.  If the Dalmation is the dumb dog of the canine world..the Siamese is the dumb cat of the feline world. 

Another new thing is my remortgage for a special assessment.  I decided to take the opportunity to get a little extra dosh afterall, I bought the place, might as well make it work for its living too.  With all the new things going on,the idea to remake me seemed very attractive.  Extreme make-over it's not but its about as close as I can afford.  So, off to London Place Optical to see if I am still a candidate for laser eye surgery.

The idea of getting my eyes fixed has lit a fire under me and this year I am doing something that I do not usually do and am getting rid of 3 years 'student' fat and starting to take care of myself.  So along with my eyes and my teeth, I went out hunting for a gym to see if a gym was my 'trigger' to motivate me.

However, in my travels, I stumbled upon Cardo CDs.  I purchased them to play when and if I decided to climb up on my cobweb ridden stationary bike.  Yesterday, I pulled the dorment machine out of storage and clammered on it, waited for the CD to play and Boom!  My house was instantly transformed into a gym with the music.  It was like my body perked up and said "Hey, we're in workout mood, let's go!"  After all these years, my trigger wasn't a machine, a gym or a class, it was good old fashion bounce bounce bouncey music.

It is only Day 2 but the whole fear and groan and peddling my way through 30-60 minutes is no longer a chore to me.  I never knew that all I needed was the 'music of the gym' and not the actually gym itself.  That is such a cool feeling.

This year I foresee big changes and it is all starting with my eyes. 

Hello Folks,

It has been a while since I posted.  I finally finished my 2nd year at BCIT and managed to land a summer student job with a company call Solterra Construction Corp.  It is owned by a BOSA brother which in the construction industry, is a huge name.  I am working as a project coordinator and feel like I am flying by the edge of my seat as I don't really know what I am doing although I did learn a hell of a lot at school.  The only consolation is they know I am a student and I have a lot to learn so they are letting a lot of things slide with me.   The project manager is a bit frustrated with my lack of knowledge but hopefullly my low wage compensates for my lack of 'knowledge'.

I injured my back on Saturday. In an effort to bring in a bit more money, I am selling my old double bed.l  This guy was interested so he met me down at my storage locker and said he needed help  delivering it.  So I tell him, I have a flat bed trailer.  So I hurt my back unfolding my trailer and when I get there, the bugger doesn't even use my trailer and says "Oh, I'm just going to put insurance on my truck".  Fucker!  So he asks what I am doing for the rest of the day and if he can pick up later.  Loser!  Like I don't have other shit to do today AND to top it off I hurt my back.  So immediately after, I leave storage and head to see my chiropractor who manages to pop my SI joint back into place but because I have strained my back muscles, my back is still totally in major pain and I can't even sit.  Majorly sucks big chunks.  So at 6pm, I receive a call but I am soo stiff that I can't even move.  I tell him I can't meet him back at the storage because I can't even drive my car.  So loserman says "Well, I can't do this tommorrow.  You'll have either meet me tonight or pay me back my deposit".  So I say, fine, I'll pay you back your deposit.  Not sympathetic whatsoever to my back injury that was cause originally because he wanted my trailer to deliver the bed.  Total LOSER!!!  So I told him he has to come to my apartment complex and he can get the deposit back off me because I can't go anywhere.

Okay, that is my rant for today.  Today, I am not doing too badly.  I'm drugged up on my usual ADHD meds to keep me alert, but I am also on Extra-Strength Robaxatrin, Extra-Strength Advil, and Extra-Strength A535.  I am also sitting in a super comfy chair so hopefully everything is working out okay and I'll be back on the job tommorrow.

The other thing is I am sitting in my friend of 15 years coffee shop that just opened.  It isn't his shop but he is the manager off it.  Not sure what there is about him that makes my heart go bumpy-bump.  Guess all these years I have always held a deep love for him but my thread likes to weave with his once in a while but it never seems to be a perfect match.  We are 2 of a kind him and I and yet we are sooo different.  I guess my real wish in life is for him to see me as his perfect match and have a child with me but some flames should not really be fanned but boy does it make my heart feel great when it is fanned!  LOL

Hello Folks,

It has been a while since I posted.  I finally finished my 2nd year at BCIT and managed to land a summer student job with a company call Solterra Construction Corp.  It is owned by a BOSA brother which in the construction industry, is a huge name.  I am working as a project coordinator and feel like I am flying by the edge of my seat as I don't really know what I am doing although I did learn a hell of a lot at school.  The only consolation is they know I am a student and I have a lot to learn so they are letting a lot of things slide with me.   The project manager is a bit frustrated with my lack of knowledge but hopefullly my low wage compensates for my lack of 'knowledge'.

I injured my back on Saturday. In an effort to bring in a bit more money, I am selling my old double bed.l  This guy was interested so he met me down at my storage locker and said he needed help  delivering it.  So I tell him, I have a flat bed trailer.  So I hurt my back unfolding my trailer and when I get there, the bugger doesn't even use my trailer and says "Oh, I'm just going to put insurance on my truck".  Fucker!  So he asks what I am doing for the rest of the day and if he can pick up later.  Loser!  Like I don't have other shit to do today AND to top it off I hurt my back.  So immediately after, I leave storage and head to see my chiropractor who manages to pop my SI joint back into place but because I have strained my back muscles, my back is still totally in major pain and I can't even sit.  Majorly sucks big chunks.  So at 6pm, I receive a call but I am soo stiff that I can't even move.  I tell him I can't meet him back at the storage because I can't even drive my car.  So loserman says "Well, I can't do this tommorrow.  You'll have either meet me tonight or pay me back my deposit".  So I say, fine, I'll pay you back your deposit.  Not sympathetic whatsoever to my back injury that was cause originally because he wanted my trailer to deliver the bed.  Total LOSER!!!  So I told him he has to come to my apartment complex and he can get the deposit back off me because I can't go anywhere.

Okay, that is my rant for today.  Today, I am not doing too badly.  I'm drugged up on my usual ADHD meds to keep me alert, but I am also on Extra-Strength Robaxatrin, Extra-Strength Advil, and Extra-Strength A535.  I am also sitting in a super comfy chair so hopefully everything is working out okay and I'll be back on the job tommorrow.

The other thing is I am sitting in my friend of 15 years coffee shop that just opened.  It isn't his shop but he is the manager off it.  Not sure what there is about him that makes my heart go bumpy-bump.  Guess all these years I have always held a deep love for him but my thread likes to weave with his once in a while but it never seems to be a perfect match.  We are 2 of a kind him and I and yet we are sooo different.  I guess my real wish in life is for him to see me as his perfect match and have a child with me but some flames should not really be fanned but boy does it make my heart feel great when it is fanned!  LOL

I wrote this song 7 years ago. It was written about a girl and a boy who fell in love but in a time of war, the boy was taken and imprisoned.  The girl visits him and they share a moment as they plan his escape.

Song Title:  The Waiting Game
Composer:  Elaine A. Wilson, New Westminster, BC

How the light dances behind your eyes
They twinkle and sparkle and move
Oh what secrets behind those orbs
What adventures to tell that are true
Your smile so sweet and playful
Your laugh is husky and kind
Your stories are so mysterious
You drive me out of my mind

CHORUS:
To be yours
To live free
To feel your heart beat with me
Not many things I would want more than you
None at all.
None at all.
Than your love and whats more
Don't you know I'll be waiting for you

To hold you close, to hug you.
To sleep within your embrace
Feel protected and cared for
Have the fears of the night erase
To hold your hand, to lean on
To kiss long into the night
To stand close and just be near you
It would just
It would just
Feel so right

CHORUS:  To be yours....

Just imagine the adventure
Just dream into the night
Flightful fancy, daring escapades
Amazing moments feel so right
How I wish you could be here with me
To feel my love so very strong
Just remember we'll get through it all
One day now, it won't be long

CHORUS:
To be yours
To live free
To feel your heart beat with me
Not many things I would want more than you
None at all
None at all
Than your love and whats more
Don't you know I"ll be waiting for you