Hello Folks,

It has been a while since I posted.  I finally finished my 2nd year at BCIT and managed to land a summer student job with a company call Solterra Construction Corp.  It is owned by a BOSA brother which in the construction industry, is a huge name.  I am working as a project coordinator and feel like I am flying by the edge of my seat as I don't really know what I am doing although I did learn a hell of a lot at school.  The only consolation is they know I am a student and I have a lot to learn so they are letting a lot of things slide with me.   The project manager is a bit frustrated with my lack of knowledge but hopefullly my low wage compensates for my lack of 'knowledge'.

I injured my back on Saturday. In an effort to bring in a bit more money, I am selling my old double bed.l  This guy was interested so he met me down at my storage locker and said he needed help  delivering it.  So I tell him, I have a flat bed trailer.  So I hurt my back unfolding my trailer and when I get there, the bugger doesn't even use my trailer and says "Oh, I'm just going to put insurance on my truck".  Fucker!  So he asks what I am doing for the rest of the day and if he can pick up later.  Loser!  Like I don't have other shit to do today AND to top it off I hurt my back.  So immediately after, I leave storage and head to see my chiropractor who manages to pop my SI joint back into place but because I have strained my back muscles, my back is still totally in major pain and I can't even sit.  Majorly sucks big chunks.  So at 6pm, I receive a call but I am soo stiff that I can't even move.  I tell him I can't meet him back at the storage because I can't even drive my car.  So loserman says "Well, I can't do this tommorrow.  You'll have either meet me tonight or pay me back my deposit".  So I say, fine, I'll pay you back your deposit.  Not sympathetic whatsoever to my back injury that was cause originally because he wanted my trailer to deliver the bed.  Total LOSER!!!  So I told him he has to come to my apartment complex and he can get the deposit back off me because I can't go anywhere.

Okay, that is my rant for today.  Today, I am not doing too badly.  I'm drugged up on my usual ADHD meds to keep me alert, but I am also on Extra-Strength Robaxatrin, Extra-Strength Advil, and Extra-Strength A535.  I am also sitting in a super comfy chair so hopefully everything is working out okay and I'll be back on the job tommorrow.

The other thing is I am sitting in my friend of 15 years coffee shop that just opened.  It isn't his shop but he is the manager off it.  Not sure what there is about him that makes my heart go bumpy-bump.  Guess all these years I have always held a deep love for him but my thread likes to weave with his once in a while but it never seems to be a perfect match.  We are 2 of a kind him and I and yet we are sooo different.  I guess my real wish in life is for him to see me as his perfect match and have a child with me but some flames should not really be fanned but boy does it make my heart feel great when it is fanned!  LOL